I have no one to talk to. I really need some advice?

Kim: I have read your question and i think that you have had almost every done to you that is not right , Lets just look at some of the things First of all you have a mother and a father that has spilt up .your Mother seems to think nothing of you , except when she feels like it , and this by the sound of things is rare.But in your case your Mother has now got a boyfriend , and what she has done since he came into her life is like saying Well i am happy , now so you get on with your life , To me Your mother has got her Prioities wrong. .your mother should be ashamed of her self for doing what she is doing to you. As for your brother smoking weed with your mothers new boyfriend , someone had better tell your brother that before he gets much older , he will be so hooked on this stuff and have a very short life , Kim i can only ask you that you do not even think of going on this stuff he is on .So to sum up your mother i think that she is scared of not having an adult of her age to be with. now she has found one who sounds to me is not a very nice person in your eyes , to even know,For her to neglect her own daughter and maybe her son is telling me that you are not important to her anymore.Now your dad I do not have much time for people like your dad , especially when he thinks that he can call you a fat and a ***** , he also has no morals about himself when he says that you are going to end up getting pregnant with no baby daddy I think ue believes that he is a mind reader , what he should be doing is getting his own life sorted out , any one that hates someone to me he has no faith what so ever within himself ,I know this is going to hurt you as to what i am about to say , but if he is saying to you that you are not his real daughter then you should say back to him does that mean my mum is not my mother and see what he says to that .Onto your boyfriends the first one i think his sisters should stay out of your affairs , but i guess that they are now out of your life , if they are not , then get them out of your life , you do not go out with this boyfriend of yours so what his sisters are saying to you is a load of rubbish.If you go back with this boyfriend that keeps sending you voicemails and he is crying all he is trying to do is to get you probably for a one night stand , and then when he is finding out that he is not getting nothing from anyone else then it is back to the voicemails again ,And why should you feel bad about what he done to you , he cheated on you , so this means that he lost your trust in him .I think you have made a mistake by takeing him back ,because if he can be dishonest with you then whats to say that he is not going to do it again on you ?so my advice to you is get this so called first boyfriend out of your life and have nothing what so ever to do with him And by the sound of it this 2 nd boyfriend is not any better to you .and I think you are not thinking to highly of yourself , if you are thing that you are as you say a really shitty person..So what does all this mean to you and is saying to you , WELL you have four people in your life that could not care about you , including that first boyfriend who want to get you back again.How on earth can you write and sayy that you do not deserve to want to live. I think you had better stop thinking about these four and start to get your life into some kind of order ,again you are a human being you have a life ahead of you , and here you are saying that you feel you are no good to anybody or not good enough either.You want to be happy and love youself well only one person can do this and that is you . The first thing to do is to wipe the slate clean . It will be hard on you to do this on your mother as she was the one who gave you life , but if she is not bothering to even talk to you then i am affaird that you must do the same , I would like you to ask yourself these questions , do you have faith within yourself? if you do this is good, next if you have faith in yourself then do you believe in yourself ?if you do then do you have honestdy and the truthfulness in you? Now if you have all that lot in you , you are going to need to start been positive with your self , none of this ,well i might ,or maybe or should I .how about words like yes I am ,and i will do this and that , I will stand up for my self , and keep saying I can do it just watch me . I wish you well and Peace and Happiness as your life progresses. And say to yourself often I am never going to give up .Do this and you will come out on top .