Why cant i move on from loosing my baby it would have been 3 months i feel lyk a mum wvout a baby?

i lost my baby i dnt wanna say how but the day before i spend the whole night talk to my baby even tho it wasnt born i already felt like it was myn now its gone i just want my own but i cnt get pregz i tink i cnt ave children now i dnt tink i cn eva move on but i wud reli like to no if theres ova people out there .. i feel so alonee i no im only 17 and people think im only a teenager but i feel so low and sumtyms wnt to end my lyf